Sunday, October 6, 1968
from ’68 – A novel
Ellamae hurried into the little church, pausing to say hello to friends as she passed, heading toward her customary seat near the front of the sanctuary. She loved sitting up front where she could enjoy the choir and see their expressions change as the music moved them. And she didn’t want to miss a word of the sermon delivered by Rev. Booker T. Redman, affectionately known as “Boomer” among his congregants. Boomer Redman was blessed with a magnificent voice, a rolling basso profundo that could rattle the stained-glass windows and carry out into the parking lot. When he spoke the word of God, no one dozed off…
The service proceeded as usual: several hymns, a scripture lesson, a rousing performance by the choir, announcements from the current president of the congregation, and finally, it was time for the sermon.
Rev. Redman stepped to the pulpit and it was clear he was a troubled man this day. His brow was furrowed, his lips pinched together tightly, as though someone or something had hit him in the gut. He adjusted the microphone, though he didn’t need it, raised his eyes to look out upon his flock, and began:
“Where have all the
flowers gone? / Long time passing …”
So goes the folk song
popular a few years ago. The song teaches us the answer: Young girls pick the
flowers. The young girls go to young men. The young men go for soldiers.
Soldiers go to graveyards. Graveyards go to flowers. And so, the cycle is
completed, only to begin again…and again. We are left with the haunting
question: “When will we ever learn?”
Just a simple little
song. Or is it? We look around our community today and we see the story set in
motion: Young men taken from among us, caught in the draft, or enlisting to
avoid it, and then—gone for soldiers, every one.
Are these young men
the children of the Upper Class? Are they the children of the prosperous Middle
Class? Or, my brothers and sisters, are they primarily the children of the
working poor? In other words, our children!
Young men from the
barrios and ghettos of our cities, sons of coal miners in rural Appalachia and
sharecroppers in the Deep South, black and brown—and yes—white. Our
young men, our children. Gone for soldiers, every one.
With money and influence, there are options to consider: college deferment; conscientious objector status; a rare spot in the Reserve or National Guard. And if all else fails, leave the country. Head north to the bosom of our friends in Canada.
The
recruiters flock to our neighborhoods. Enlist, they say, and you can learn a
useful skill. Enlist and there will be money for college when you get out.
Never mind that your school system left you reading at a fourth-grade level.
Enlist for the promise of a brighter future.
When you come home,
we’ll take care of you. The VA will see to your needs. We won’t leave you to
the streets, with alcohol on your breath and needle tracks on your arms. We
won’t leave you to be spat upon and called baby killer. Trust us. Sign
here.
Brothers
and sisters, look around you. Look at the young men sent home with broken minds
and bodies, fending for themselves out on the streets, the only useful skill
they’ve been taught: to kill or be killed.
I say to you it is
time for the cycle to end, time for our young men to soldier no more, time to
end the perpetuation of the Warrior Class culled from the families of the
working poor, cannon fodder for the war machine.
It is time to say, Hell
no, we won’t go. Time to answer the age-old question: “When will we ever
learn?”
Amen.
This
was not a typical sermon for Rev. Redman. He generally stayed close to home,
basing his message on the day’s scripture lesson as it applied to life in the
20th century. His preference was to leave politics to the
politicians. His message this day caught the congregation off guard. Of course,
there had been the customary cries of “Amen” during the sermon, offered up to
punctuate the traditional call-and-response style. But Boomer Redman had been
oddly subdued in his delivery, raising his voice only to punctuate our
children and Hell no, we won’t go. His final line—When will we
ever learn?—was delivered just above a whisper. The overall impact was
stunning: his message had been driven home with the intensity of a sledgehammer…
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Lovely short story that evokes discussion-worthy topics.
ReplyDelete"Where Have All the Flowers Gone?" was a particularly poignant choice for this story. For me, walking into a party on Friday night, November 1968, where three young seminarians were playing guitars and singing all the '60s protest songs, was a pivotal moment of my life.
I think of all the US "involvements" in the 20th and 21st century, the war in Vietnam was the one that brought about the most questioning of the morality of joining the military. The idea of being complicit in war was mixed with the knowledge that war was sometimes justified. Our fathers were coming home with patriotic zeal from World War II. Hitler's atrocities made that war a much less ambiguous issue. We understood that there were German soldiers who were witnessing what was happening in the concentration camps. We had to believe we would have had the courage to risk our own lives to stop the inhumane actions happening to another. But when the US involvement in Vietnam seemed more ambiguous as if we were merely fighting an ideology, the question of just and unjust wars found its way into the songs of the '60s, and the songs did become more than just songs - they led the movement.
Having a husband who served in Vietnam changed my view of patriotism. After he came home, the word then meant more to me than putting up the flag on the fourth of July, saluting the military, praising the veterans. That all rang hollow. For me, patriotism could be summed up in one concept: paying attention to what is going on in the world. Of course, like everyone else, I'd rather watch some engaging series on Netflix, but I try. Maybe someone will come up with a few 2022 songs about what patriotism truly is and how we all can try harder to study all sides, be more knowledgeable, and realize that the best government is the "informed us."
Billie, an insightful comment from someone who was there. Your novel, Falling Idols, deals with this time as well. I highly recommend it.
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