The
following is an excerpt from a short story about summer love. The setting is
South Lake Tahoe, around Labor Day, 1959:
Tahoe Blue
from Children of Vallejo
They hiked carefully on the
path beside the river, avoiding the rocks and roots and willow branches that
guarded the trail, heading steadily upstream in search of a picnic spot. This
would be their last day together; Sandy and Becky were heading back to the Bay
Area in the morning. Darin and Nick had a few more days to fill. They’d decided
to spend the day picnicking along the Upper Truckee River near the cabin where
the girls were staying.
Darin couldn’t believe how
fast the days had gone by. The four of them had found good reasons to be
together every day and most of the nights, and since that night parked at the
beach, he and Sandy had always found time to be alone together. He realized
that he was addicted to the smell of her hair, the taste of her kisses, and the
way she felt when he held her in his arms. He was not ready for summer vacation
to end.
They came upon a promising
stretch of sandy riverbank and Nick and Becky elected to stop there. Darin had
a particular place in mind that he wanted to show Sandy, and so they continued
on the path. They rounded a bend and there it was: a long, deep pool with a
lovely stretch of white sand. At its head, a great pine tree had fallen across
the stream, its giant root base exposed on the west bank. They spread an old
blanket on the sand, dropped the beach bag that held their lunch, and walked
carefully out onto the fallen tree to a point about mid-stream. There they sat
peering down into the dark water below the massive trunk.
“Just watch for minute,
until your eyes adjust,” Darin said. “You’ll see. There! See them?” Darin
pointed down into the pool where two large trout were swimming lazily by.
Further downstream, a fish
broke the surface and glinted in the sunlight, disappearing back into the dark
water, concentric waves moving out across the pool. They sat on the log
watching, waiting for more of the brightly colored trout to pass by.
“This pool is too perfect,”
Sandy said, standing up and heading for the beach. “I’m going in!” She reached
the blanket, stripped off her khaki shorts and unbuttoned her sleeveless blue
cotton blouse. “Don’t worry,” she called, “I’m not going to get naked.” She
waded into the stream up to her knees, wearing a white cotton bra and briefs,
and then dove headfirst into the quiet pool. “Oh!” she yelped as she came to
the surface, “this water is freezing!” She swam downstream with a smooth,
well-practiced breaststroke, did a neat kick turn and started back.
Darin was waiting for her
on the sand when she stood up and stepped out of the water. He handed her a beach
towel from the bag and watched her dry off quickly, goose bumps breaking out
all over her body, her teeth chattering.
They sat down on the
blanket while she dried her hair, combed it smoothly, then pulled it back and
fastened it in a ponytail. “Oh, look,” she said, glancing up at the sky.
They laid back on the
blanket, side by side, gazing up into the cloudless blue sky. High above them,
a tiny silver dot marked the progress of a jetliner heading east, a long white
contrail trailing behind. The tall pines surrounding the stream formed a rustic
picture frame and the silver plane was the lone subject.
“If I was on that plane …”
she began, pausing to consider, “I’d be on my way to Paris … and I’d wait
tables in a cafĂ© on the Left Bank at night … and write short stories and work
on my novel all day … and I’d prowl through the bookstalls and sit in the
sidewalk cafes and watch the tourists go by … and I’d meet Ernest Hemingway and
he would become my dear friend and mentor … and I’d call him Papa and he’d call
me The Kid … and we’d motor out into the countryside through the beautiful
little villages … and we’d stop for a fabulous meal, with a different wine for
every course … and when we got back to the city, there would be a cable waiting
to tell me that my latest story had sold … and soon, I could afford to quit my
job and write full-time.” She finished emphatically, waited a few seconds, and
then turned toward Darin. “How about you?”
“Me? If I was on that plane
… I’d be on my way to New York … to see the Yankees play at Yankee Stadium.”
Sandy laughed out loud.
“Oh, how romantic! You and I are like oil and water.”
“No, listen … I’m not
through. You’ll be with me, and we’ll go to the stadium, ‘the house that Ruth
built,’ and I’ll show you the monuments in centerfield to The Babe and Lou
Gehrig and all … and we’ll have seats behind the first base dugout, and we’ll
see all the great Yankees—Casey, Mickey, Yogi, Whitey, Moose, Hank, and Don
Larson … and I’ll teach you about the offense—when to steal, and when to bunt,
and when to hit-and-run … and the defense—how it sets up for different hitters,
and how the shortstop and second baseman turn a double play … and I’ll teach
you to keep score, and you’ll sit with your pencil and your scorecard, wearing
your Yankee cap … and you’ll love the game as much as I do.”
She looked at him, studying
his face. “Okay,” she said. “But do I have to wear the cap?”
They laughed as she stood
up to get dressed, stepping into her shorts and picking up the blue blouse. He
stood in front of her, folding the wet towel, preparing to stuff it into the
beach bag. Then she took his right hand in hers and placed it on her left
breast.
“See … my bra’s nearly
dry.”
He could feel her nipple
like a little stone in the palm of his hand. She took his hand away and put on
her blouse.
“Come on, let’s go find
Becky and Nick.” She looked at him and saw that he had something to say. “What?
What is it?”
“You were wrong,” he said.
“About what?”
“You said your butt was too
big and your boobs were too small … wrong, on both counts … and I’m never going
to wash this hand again.”
Sandy laughed out loud, and
Darin laughed with her as they headed downstream to find their friends….
***
Darin turned the letter
over and over in his hands, admiring the familiar handwriting, so graceful and
precise. He and Sandy had stayed in touch for a while, but this was her first
letter in several weeks, and when he called, she was never in. He had a pretty
good idea what was inside. He made his way to his bedroom at the back of the
house, flopped down on his bed and ripped open the envelope. As he suspected,
it was a classic “Dear John” letter.
“Darin,” she wrote, “my
boyfriend David and I are together again, he decided not to go east for school,
we’re both at Stanford now, and we realized ours was a serious and committed
relationship. I will always cherish our time together last summer, and I don’t
want to hurt you, but I don’t want to string you along either. And so, this
will be my last letter. I hope you’ll understand.”
Darin locked his hands behind his head and stared up at the ceiling, her letter resting lightly on his chest. He wasn’t hurt, or even disappointed, just a little blue. He had already taken the summer of 1959 and stored it away carefully in a place for special memories. He knew that at any time, he could close his eyes and she’d be there, swimming smoothly across that deep still pool, sunlight reflecting from her body, white gold in a Tahoe blue setting, perfect forever.
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